SWIMMING MY FEARS AWAY

Blue : c'mon mommy i wanna swim!
 
Bey: okay okay ...go grab your little plastic ship *Blue runs to grab it* DONT RUN ! *she stops inmediatly*that's better ...
 
Jay: hey ...you have her little behind under your control!*laughs*
 
Bey: *sighs* yes ..you have to be tough to handle her lil bad ass
 
Jay: hey my baby is not bad ...
 
Bey: *looks at him * yes she is just like his bad ass daddy! *laughs*
 
Jay: hey I wasnt bad ...okay i wasnt too bad ..*laughs*
 
Bey: *looks at him amused* whatever you say big head...
 
Jay: *looks at her with a sinister smile* you didnt complain before about my big head..*laughs*
 
Bey: ugh *pushes him * i cant stand your ass !! *blushes*
 
Jay: I -
 
Blue: mama i got it ! daddy are you gonna swim with us ?
 
Jay: not now baby ... i have to help your nana with the food ...
 
Blue: awww ok *looks at bey* let's go mama ...
 
Bey: *looks at jay and mouths * scary cat !
 
Jay : *mouths back* whatever dumbo *smiles and goes help her mum*
 
Bey: *gasp and smiles* ....wait let me get in first baby ok ?
 
Blue: c'mon c'mon ...*jumps up and down*
 
Bey: *gets in* okay get in the ship ...

Blue: it's cold mama ...give me a tour mama *she splashes Bey and giggles*
 
Bey: *laughs and spashes her back * ok bossy!!

... half an hour later ...

Blue: Mama im hunwyyyy
 
Bey:okey lets find grandma
 
Blue: okey ...*bey gets out of the pool and lifts her out of the pool*
 
Blue: GRANDMAAAAAAAAA
 
Bey: shhhhh stop yelling *walks in the kitchen*
 
Gloria: hey baby ...how was it in the pool?
 
Blue: gweattt ...mama gave me a tour with my ship and i learned to swim...*gloria grabs her*
 
Gloria: *smiles* oh really? you learned how to swim ?
 
Blue: well ... with mommys help i could swim a little but not too far *fidgets with glorias necklace* but now im hunwyy *taps her belly*
 
Gloria: *laughs* lets do sth about it baby *they leave to the food table outside*
 
Bey: *smiles looking at them and turns around when she feels somebody staring at her* can i help you?
 
Jay: *breaks his trance* oh ..Oh sowy .. blue is a mess*smiles*
 
Bey: *smiles* she got it from her daddy...*goes to grab a drink from the fridge*
 
Jay: *frowns* hey texas watchu tryna say?
 
Bey: nothingggggggg *rolls her eyes and giggles*
 
Jay: *Smiles and tpuches her elbow* hey my mama brought this grapes for you ...*bey looks at him*...you-you know since they are your favourite and everything she though you would like them.
 
Bey: *smiles hard* its so nice of her ...*they just stay there looking at each other until solange and kelly burst throughthe door*
 
Solo: Kelly no ewwwwwwww how you gonna eat th- ..umm hello?
 
Kelly: *solo and her smiles at them* are we interrupting sth here?
 
Bey: mmm no ... i was just grabbing a drink ...*eats a grape*
 
Jay: yeah... and i was grabbing the rest of the food left here ...so everything is cool here *forces smile*
 
Solo: mmmmm okay *giggles*
 
Jay: why you came over here for .. you need something?
 
Kelly: we came for sth to drink too... *goes to the fridge* solo what you want?
 
Solo: i think i want a ... minute- maid *they burst out laughing and bey blushes*
J
ay: *confused * okey ... im lost?
 
Solo.:oh its nothing ...just a inside joke for us .. a silly thing*giggles*
 
Jay:.. right *mumbles crazy women and leaves with the food*
 
Bey: *throws grapes at them * stop it!
 
Solo: what did we do? *smiles*
 
Bey: I can't with you two *leaves outside while kelly and solo keep laughing*
 
Blue: look mommy *blue shows bey the remaining of her chicken wing and bey shakes her head at her barbecue sauce covered mouth*
 
Bey: *grabs napkin* i see baby *cleans her*
 
Blue: i wanna go swim again mommy
 
Bey: you have to wait at least 2 hours after eating baby ... why dont you go painting with the rest of the kids?
 
Blue: *pouts* okey *leaves with the rest of the kids*
 
Jay: *to bey* good job mommy ...
 
Bey : *sticks her tongue out at him and goes to where the girls are sitting*( gloria was watching them smiling)

   2 hours later.... the kids were playing around ..the men were smoking and playing cards...the women chatting ...

Bey: here gloria let me help you clean up^*enters the kitchen *
 
Gloria: *smiles at her* thank you baby....so miss Beyoncé... im glad we have a little time to talk alone ...
 
Bey : oh oh *smiles*
 
Gloria: how is everything going baby?
 
Bey: everything is good... i launched my 4th perfume...and im speaking with a few directors to participate in their films, im in the studio recording and planning a new clothing line with my mom for kids and-
 
Gloria: wow thats a lot ...and how about love? is there someone on the picture? any cutie ?
 
Bey: *blushes*
 
Gloria: oh c'mon you know you can tell me Bey , you know you are like a daughter to me so?
 
Bey: i dont have time for all that miss gloria..Im focused in my career and my daughter ...
 
Gloria: well being focused in Blue and your career is good...but you also has to take care of yourself baby, you are young you have to enjoy your life and live it to the fullest ... you know *Smiles* I still believe that you and Shawn will be back together one day ...but maybe my son is not the one for you but im happy that you two are cordial and a family for Blue *grabs her hands and smiles at her*
 
Bey: *smiles a little* thank you Gloria... I I still fee-
 
Blue: *crying hard* MOOMMY ...MOMYYY
 
Bey: *grabs her alarmed* what happened baby ? c'mon baby breath and tell me what is it?
 
Blue: *calms a little*  Is daddy ... he not breathing moomy *cries*
 
Bey: *eyes opens wide gives blue to Gloria and runs out the house to where the men were all around jay ,  jay was wet  and unresponding, bey runs to him * *tearin up* what happened yo him ?? *they explained to her that he was drawning so bey quickly sees if he has pulse and starts doing a cpr to him** palming his chest*c'mon Jay you cant die here..*gives him a mouth to mouth * (Im not sure how its the term in english sorry) think of your family ...your mom ...your sisters... Blue and I .. *keeps trying to help him and 2 mins later...*

 
Jay: *spits water out and coughs*
 
Bey: *holding his head* Shit Jay ... are you okey? what happened?
 
Jay: *keeps coughing and inhales deeply*
 
Ty: hey man you okey? can you walk? *helps him up*
 
Jay: *winces* shit my leg *touches his leg
 
Gloria: *holding a still crying Blue* Im going to call for adoctor...
 
Bey: *breaks out of the trance she was in looking at Jay* c'mon guys bring him inside
 
Solo: *gives him a towel* are you okey bro?
 
Jay: *nods at her*
 
Ty: here man sit here*helps him sit*
 
Gloria:*enters the room* the doctor will be here in a few *Blue signals to her mama to hold her*
 
Bey: *calming her down and caressing her back**mumbles* its okey baby ...daddy is okey ...dont worry *kisses her head*
 
Jay: i need to get out of this clothes man ..*Ty and Alan goes to help him upstairs*
 
Bey: *to one of Jay's cousins* what the hell happened?
 
Cousin: i dont know ...Blue came to play with us and asked Jay go get her spaceship to swim and 5min later ...we heard Blue crying and  saw Jay drowning and Alan went to rescue him.. it happenned so fast ...*Blue holds Bey harder and Bey nods*
 
Bey: *leaves the house with Blue and sits outside in a lounge chair* Blue baby calm down ... Daddy is okey ...now tell me what happenned?
 
Blue: *looks at her and rubs her big brown eyes* I-I-I just wanted to pway wif daddy and we were searching my boat ...and daddy saw it by the lake..and*sniffs*and  julez pushed kevin*julez friend* into the water before and they laughed so-so i though that would make daddy laugh so when daddy went to grab my boat out of the lake i-i pushed daddy and he made a funny move with his leg and fall into the lake .. and -and he didnt came up so i scweamed ...*sad face*
 
Bey: *wipes her tears away* Blue daddy doesnt know how to swim ..you shouldnt have pushed him okey ? ...you should not push anybody understand? *she nods her head*
 
Blue: im sowy mommy *hugs her*
 
Bey: *hugs her hard * i know baby ...now you should go tell daddy that you are sorry and that you love him and give him hugs and kisses okey?*tickles her belly*
 
Blue: *smiles a little* otay *Solo and kelly walks out*
 
Solo: the doctor is here and we are leaving ..you okey?
 
Bey: *looks at blue and outs her down* go see daddy *winks at her* *blue goes back inside*
 
Kelly: well... how are you feeling? *they sit down with her*
 
Bey: *sighs* it was ...hard .. seeing him laying there like that ...i felt ...i felt..*shakes head* its confusing ...
 
Solo: what is confusing? i see it clear as a day , you still love that man .. no no correct that you are still in love with him...keep denying it all you want , that wont change the way your heart feels Bey ...stop overthinking things and go get your man back...you are making it harder than it is...*stands up* now ladies if you excuse me im going home with my man , which is a hero for saving your man *points at Bey* and i think he need a reward *sneaky smile and walks out* *shouting* JULEZ YOU ARE GOING TO A SLEEPOVER WITH AUNTIE KELLY!!
 
Kelly: ... wait ...WHAT?? *gets up and goes after her * HEIFFA when were you going to tell me...
 
Bey: *shakes her head at them and goes inside *
 
Gloria: hey baby you still here ?
 
Bey: yes ... i think im going to get Blue and head home its been a long day *sighs*
 
Gloria: *smiles at her* okey they are in his room...*Bey nods*
 
Bey: *goes to his room and stops at the door watching them ...Jay was laying in his pajamas with blue laying on his chest and he had a cast on his leg*
 
Blue: does it hurt too much daddy?*sad face*
 
Jay: oh no baby ...daddy is tough and strong...
 
Blue: stwong? like a superhero?* he nods* sponge bob is stwong too...you are like sponge bob daddy?*Jay frowns at her*
 
Bey: *smiles and enters the room* no baby i think daddy is more like mr.krab... old and stinky..*mades a funny face and Blue thinks is the funniest thing ever*
 
Jay:*makes a foul face at them * *To Blue* what are you laughing at miss? *and starts tickling her*
 
Bey: *smiles hard* c'mon Blue Blue we have to go home and take a bath *extends her hand for Blue to grab*
 
Blue: *whines* I wana stay with daddy *hugs his neck*
 
Bey: Blue baby daddy needs to rest and heal.. we will come tomorrow to visit him
 
Blue: *hugs him harder ...noooo i wanna stay with daddy *starts crying*
 
Bey: *sighs*

Jay: its okey dont worry ..let her stay ..

Bey: no Jay you should rest ...and your mom is going to have to take care of one baby two will be too much for her .. *frustrated*

Jay:...im sure she wont mind any- HEY are you calling me a baby? *Bey smiles a little* you are lucky i cant walk properly cause if not i would have hurt you by now ..first calling me old and then a baby *says playfully*

Bey: *steaks her tongue out and sighs* okey ...im going to warn your mother , baby give a kiss* Blue turns around and kisses Bey cheeck* i will come to get you tomorrow , be good for grandma and take care of daddy okey?

Blue: okey *starts fidgeting with jay's ear**Jay pucks his lips mockingly for a kiss and Bey mugs his head*

Jay: Aye stop being abussive woman im wounded *pouts*

Bey: *giggles* bye you two ..dont make any mess *she leaves* Hey Gloria Blue wants to stay to take her of his daddy its okey for you?

Gloria: yes of course...you know its not a problem at all..i enjoy having her here!!

Bey: I know but you already have to take care of one baby , i didnt want to add anymore to your plate *laughs* this 2 together are a mess

Gloria: *laughs* I know

Bey: i will come tomorrow morning to pick Blue up

Gloria: okey baby , drive safetly *hugs her and kisses her cheeck*

* Bey leaves and sits on her car for a minute thinking ...why am i having this feelings back?..or maybe they never left... is it real feelings or just my mind playing tricks on me?* UGHHHHHH *with that she leaves home to take a shower and going to sleep after a loooooong and eventful day*

                    TO BE CONTINUED....


  HEY I KNOW I HAVE SAID THIS A LOT OF TIMES BUT HOPEFULLY THIS IS THE LAST ONE ...IM GOING TO FINISH THIS STORY AT THE END OF AUGUST OR THE BEGGINING OF SEPTEMBER ...I WANT TO FINISH BOTH OF THEM BUT IM GOING TO FOCUS FIRST IN ONE ...AND THEN THE OTHER... I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT AND THANKS FOR READING ...
 @paulachill