CLAIRE ??

 

    Ok I have to say somethings ... 1- I wanna apologize for not post in a loooong time , 2- I wanna thank everyone who reads my blog and gave  me some feedback (I love yall) , 3- I wanna give a S/O to @NishBey222 & @T_Boogie >>> great writters= great blogs= great ladies!!  lol  & 4- Im in school break until April 10th so this means ... MORE UPDATES!! hehe ^_^  now.. I hope you enjoy :)






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     Bey:  hello ?
     Jay: hi  Bey
     Bey: Jay is that you?
     Jay: yes ... how you been?
     Bey: Im good ... and you ?
     Jay: Im fine *chuckles*

        *silence*

     (BTW THEY WERE KINDA AVODING EACH OTHER  LATELY ... THEY DIDNT SEE EACH OTHER SINCE  2 WEEKS AGO )
     


    Jay: mmm I think that we need to talk ...
    Bey: yes me too
    Jay : ok how about at  5pm at my appartment??
    Bey: ............. ok .... ok until 5 then
    Jay : ok bye *hangs up*
    Bey: *sights and hangs up*


     LATER THAT DAY ..... (4.45PM) AT JAY'S APPARTMENT ...








    woman:  you are ready to do this? *sitting on the couch next to Jay*
    Jay:  I dont know .. *sights* Im confushed ... and  shocked ...
    woman : *holds his hand * dont worry I will be here *smiles*
    Jay: *smiles back* thank you I really apreciate it!!
     woman :  you are very welcome sweety....


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   Jay: *open the door*  hey Beyonce :)
   Bey: hi Jay *smiles*
   Jay: * stares at her * mm... come in *moves a little*
   Bey: *enters* thank you ...
   (they went to the living room )
   Bey: *stares at the woman *  who are you ?
   Jay: mmm Bey  .. we need to talk ... can you sit down please?
   Bey: *looks at the woman then at Jay and sits down* who is her and why is she here Jay?
   Jay: *sighs*
   woman : *holds his hand* is ok Jay ... tell her *smiles at him*
   Bey: *mad ... sad ...pissed * Jay?
   Jay: well baby .. I know this past months I been distant , mean, nonchalatant ... an ASS*chuckles* ... and that  was  since her *pointing to the woman* came to my life ... she changed my life Beyoncé *smiles to the woman* and I been thinking a lot ... and I cant keep this longer , *sighs*  I have to tell you  cos I cant keep this to me ...

   Bey: *now she is going crazy , Jay is going to break with her  and she cant keep her composture , she is about to cry non stop ... the truth is she was thinking the same , she was about to break with him too , but it sounds different hearing it from him ....*

   Jay: ....I need to share this with you cos It's important to me to have you support ...
   Bey: *thinking * NO  he can be serious .. he want me to say that I will support him to fuck another woman?? he lost his damn mind ... I dont need this bullshit right now ...
  Jay: .. Im glad you are here  with me today cos you are my bestfriend .. and I really need you right now ...
   Bey: Jay !! stop going around .. spill it out NOW  !! *mad*
   Jay: ok ... Beyoncé  I just want to say that I love you ... you are been so good to me and you made me so happy but after this our relationship is going to change .. I wish not but It is what it is ...
    Bey: JAY!!
    Jay: ok ok  .. damn
    Bey: *rolls her eyes*
    Jay: welll mmm  .. look at these *handles her papers*
    Bey: *shocked* O.O Jay what is this??














       Jay: she ... she  is Claire ...
       Bey: who is Claire ? and why do you have pictures of this little girl?
       Jay: ....
       Bey: Jay please tell me!!
       Jay: she is my daugther
       Bey: WHAT??
       Jay: she .. she is my daughter Beyoncé
       Bey: I heard that !! but when? why? with who? really??
       Jay: wowowowowo ... well I think I have to start from the begining ..
       Bey: that would be nice  !!
       Jay: well .. last month Lisa *the woman* call my office and told me that Sharon *the baby mama* had a child  5 years ago and well .. that is Claire  and  I asked why she told me that and she said that Im the father so I took a DNA test and she was right  Im her father  ....
        Bey: ... but .. wh- why now .. I mean she had her 5 years ago why is she telling you this now ? and who is she *pointing to Lisa*?
        Jay: *sighs* she  works for the state ... she works in the social cases .. specially in the cases that involves kids ...
        Bey: why now?? * tears starts to roll down her cheecks*
        Jay: well ... Sharon was sick .. she had breast cancer ...and well she died a month ago ...
         Bey: O.O
        Jay: and she wanted  me to take care of Claire cos she thought that she needs to meet her dad and live with him if she couldnt make it ...she was alone .. it was just her and Claire ..she worked so hard for Claire .. she paid the bills but it was so hard and difficult for her since she knew she had a several breast cancer ...
         Bey: O.O *speechless*
         Jay: Bey please say somenthing...
         Bey: silence
         Jay: *looks at her *
         Bey: wh- what are you gonna do now?
        Jay: Im gonna  take care of her .. I mean she is my daughter ....what Im supposed to do .. she is mine .. I have to be here for her .. I know I havent been with her the past 5 years so I have to start over from here ... I need to be the best father for her ... she need my support now !!
         Bey:  *silence*
         Lisa: well Im going to leave now Jay ... I will see you tomorrow at the same hour?
         Jay: *looks at Bey then at her * sure
          Lisa: bye Jay...
         Jay: bye *she leaves*
         Bey: *sits there thinking*
         Jay: *holds her hand* Bey  baby  please say something ... pleaaaaaaaaaaase
         Bey: please dont touch me Jay ...
         Jay: Bey ?
         Bey: Jay .. Im sorry .. I have a lot to think ... I c-can  tell you anything now ...
         Jay: *tear up* say you love me ... say that you will stay with me ... tell me you aint going anywhere ....
          Bey: I cant Jay .. Im sorry .. I cant make any decision now .. I need time and space ... I need to be alone and think about all ...
          Jay: *crying * about what?
           Bey: about you ... about me .. about US .. about your daughter ...*cries*
           Jay: please Bey dont do this ...
           Bey: *stands up * Im sorry Jay.. *sniff* I will call you ...
           Jay: *stands up , follows her and grabs her arm * Bey please dont leave ...*teary eyes*
           Bey: *caress her cheeck and mouths "Im sorry " then she leaves*
          

    ONCE BEY LEAVES JAY WENT TO HIS BEDROOM AND SAT IN BED ... HE WAS THINKING ABOUT BEY , ABOUT CLAIRE , ABOUT HIM , ABOUT HIS FAMILY .... 20 MINS LATER HE STOOD UP AND WENT TO TAKE A LOOOOONG ASS SHOWER  TO RELAX HIM ... THEN HE LAYS ON HIS BED AND STARES AT THE TOP OF HIS CEILING AND THINKS ....

         
            Jay: why is this happening ? I mean why now .... but I cant reject her .. I mean she is my daughter .... my daughter  woww Im a daddy now *smiles a little*  ... I have to take care of her .. I have to be there for her, support her  ... I have to do all of the things my  father didnt do for me ... wow I hope she likes me I mean she  is so shy ... and now that her mother left ... I dont know I need to get some rest ... Beyoncé ... Beyoncé ... I need her too .. I need her to be here with me .. I cant do this alone ... but I understand her ... she doesnt have to do it .... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ....can this be worse?






                                            TO BE CONTINUED....





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