I will chase you until ... the end of time! ;)

         Ok now is the next day . Jay couldnt sleep last night cos he had  many things in his mind.When he woke up  this morning he went to have a shower and brush his teeth and after dress up he went to his first destination today ....






       Meanwhile  in Bey's appartament...






     Beyoncé couldnt sleep either, she didnt answer the phone , she didnt want to eat , she just stays in her room , curled up in her bed with  handkerchiefs around her ... she has her eyes puffy and red from crying  non stop. She couldnt believe what happened last night at Jay's  appartment . She thought that Jay was cheating on her and that he would break up with her , but  now this about  Claire and Jay and Sharon is too much . She was "ready" in some way  for the break up  but he didnt break up with her ... but she kinda did , well she said she wanted some space and time , but she knows she can be alone for this cos she love Jay ...... right? All of this thoughts were annoying Bey and as now is already 10am she  went to  shower  and after  she went to the only person that could help her and the one she would  trust her life ... cos she was the person  that gave her life!! 






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     Ms.Gloria : hey baby ! how are you today? you feel better?
     Jay: yes  mum *gives her a hug*
     Ms.Gloria: you sure about that?*concerned*
     Jay: yes....no ... I dont know how feel about this now ... 
     Ms.Gloria: c'mon baby tell mama how you feel! *they sat in the kitchen*
     Jay: *sighs* Im confused mom ...
     Ms:Gloria: about what son?
     Jay: well ...Im still shocked that I have a daughter now and I know that... I have to be here for her and .. what if she hates me cos I wasn't there for her the past 5 years?? what if she doesnt love me  or even like me ?  *sad*
      Ms.Gloria : baby dont worry about that now .. dont try to rush , just be there for her and show her that you love her and that you will be with her always she need you , show her that you wouldnt leave her never... be patient with her  and you will be allright !!
      Jay: *smiles a little* thanks mum ...
      Ms.Gloria:  you are welcome baby ... but Claire isnt the only one that you have in your mind right?
      Jay: no ....mum is just that ... I love Beyoncé , I need her .... and now she needs time and space and Im scared... scared that she doesnt love me no more .... I cant lose her ...
      Ms.Gloria: Shawn if she loved you she wont leave you , she just need time to think just that and If you really love her then dont  let her go ...be with her but at the same time let  her have her space .. you know what Im saying baby?
      Jay: yes ... yes  thank you so much mum , I really need it !*hugs her*    
      Ms.Gloria: dont worry baby  .. 
      Jay: I have to go now .. I'll be back later ok ?
      Ms.Gloria : ok baby :) bye








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      Ms.Tina: *shocked* hey baby  what are you doing here? *hugs her*
      Bey: *hugs her tigh*
      Ms.Tina: baby are you ok ? what happened? *concerned*
      Bey: *starts to cry*
      Ms.Tina: Beyoncé you are scaring me tell me what happened !! *they went to the living room and sat in the couch*
       ... well what is it baby ? *wiping her tears* ....
       Bey: *silence*
      Ms.Tina: is about work ? *Bey shakes her head no* then is about Jay? *Bey nods*
      what about him ? is he ok ?
      Bey: *sniffs* yes ... well I dont know ... I mean he is alright physically but ... I dont know ..
      Ms.Tina: what? *confused* what happened? you two broke up or somenthing? you had an argument? 
       Bey: no ... I dont know ..
       Ms.Tina: tell mama baby ..*puts her head on her lap and strokes her hair and Bey told her what happened*
       Bey: *sniff* and I -I- I dont know what to do ... Im confused and sca...
       MsTina: scared? it is normal Beyoncé , you are so young and this just happened in a short time you are shocked and confused  and is understandable but .... do you love him ?
       Bey : .... I-
       MsTina: shhhh dont say nothing ... just think and when you will be  ready tell him .. this is between you and him ... ok?
       Bey: yes *sniff* thank you  *smiles at her*
      MsTina: you are welcome ....now lets do something to keep your mind  occupied ...
      Both: SHOPPING !! *laughs*








      Lisa: hey Jay ! good morning *smiles*
       Jay: morning Lisa 
      Lisa: you ready for this?
       Jay: *nods*
      Lisa : ok c'mon then ... 


          (they entered  a room with toys and kids playing  around )


      Lisa: now is all into you Mr.Carter !
     Jay: ok :)


    (He began to look around  and finally  he stops and stares at a  little black  girl  with a curly hair and big blue eyes  that  you can see  and hear the  sea , she has a sweet face and a charming smile and also a medium size pinky lips .She was sitting in a chair looking at the wall with a sad face ...)




      Jay: *approaches the little girl * morning Claire !
      Claire: Hi ...
      Jay: you remember me?
      Claire: *nods and smiles *
      Jay: *smiles* and my name you remember my name?
      Claire : *nods*
      Jay: *smiles harder and knels in front of her * can you tell me then?
      Claire : yes  Shawn :)
      Jay: *smiles* yessss that's my name !! *laughs and  that make Claire laugh* how are you today?
      Claire:*kinda sad* Im good .. and you?
      Jay: Im good ... better now :)
      Claire: why? *confused*
      Jay: can you keep a secret?
      Claire: yes *excited*
     Jay: *leans and says* cos Im in front of the sweetest, prettiest and smartest  5 little girl of the world !!
      Claire : that's not true ... you are lying *folds her arms*
      Jay: no Im not *starts to tickles her*
      Claire :*giggles* stop stop  *Smiles*
      Jay: *chuckles * ok ok I will stop !! soooo you wanna play with me today?
     Claire: YESSSS! * she stood up and jumped on Jay's back and they play until it was time for Jay to leave *




         Once Jay left a part of his heart was missing , she already has a part in his heart and he knows she always gonna have that part . On the way back to her mother's house he cant stop thinking about another woman who also had a part in his heart ...


      Jay: I'll never let you go ... *he smiles while thinks about her and the goood times they spent together *




          Later that day  at Bey's appartment ...


    Bey: wow it is 8pm already ? this time with my mum was well needed!! *when she entered in the kitchen to drink a glass of water she notices a note in the fridge *


     Note: Hey Thu thu ! I came to see you but since you werent here I decide to call you tomorrow . I need to talk with you asap !! BTW  When I was here someone sent you a deliver it is on your bedroom ! love you -Solo :)
     
        
    Bey  run upstairs to see what she has and when she entered her bedroom she saw a bouquet with red roses and a note attached .She went to take a shower .She pick her pajama and put it on and she grabbed the note and lay in her bed. She began to read the note ....








          Hello Beyoncé , I know that you need time and that is an uncomfortable situation for both of us but I know is more for you cos I known about Claire longer than you . Well I just wanna tell you that I love you and no matter what will happen between us I will always love you . I know that this is hard but I just wanted to tell you what I feel , I need you by my side , I need to hold you , to kiss you , be able to go to sleep at night knowing that I will wake up the next morning with you laying next to me , I need to hear your voice and I need to see your smile ... wow that smile that make  you  melt inside and that brings light to anyone that is around you . Beyoncé I loved you since the first time I saw you and I just want you to know that you have the time you need to make a decision Im not gonna rush you I just want you to know that I will chase you until  the end of time , you are going to be always in my heart .  


                                  -LOVE YOU SWEETHEART . JAY
      


      SUDDENLY....






                                          TO BE CONTINUED ....








             THANKS FOR READING :) I WILL ALSO UPDATE  "SCHOOLIN LIFE" LATER TODAY !! HAVE A GREAT DAY  ^_^